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19 is small compared to the speed of light. speed of life. i am one in a million every college student. i am not free. i am pre-packaged. getting off track is the same as being liberated. do what you want to. be happy. experience. i feel like i fit some kind of formula. there are steps to be taken, tasks to be accomplished, but what is the goal? life is a journey, not a destination. it's about everyday, not someday. being free doesn't mean being stupid. practical is not an antonym for free, happy, alive. going through the motions. i never want to go through the motions. ants marching. expectations. who is going to be let down if you're not 'sucessful'? who needs lots of money? expectations. today. live here. welcome home. no majors, degrees, corporate positions. earth, dirt, worms, sunshine, warmth, life.