now
life has never been
so complicated
until now.
but i feel as if
i have never been
more sane.
from where
does this strength
arise?
why do i feel
so capable and wise?
how can i watch their
hearts break
and minds wander,
and be able to say
such is life.
they are too young
to be nature's victims
too old to be protected.
i hope that they
find their way.
i hope that i
am there
for them.
what doesn't kill
you makes
you stronger.
i am strong,
but i cannot give
it away.